I hear you. I never attempted to define each one of ours personal avodah – for that we need a נביא.
Hashem Rotzon is not fulfilled by any single yid it is only together with everyone it is fullfilled, the only way everyone is involved is if they are supporting and assisting those who are doing His Rotzon fully. The rambam writes that it is only one person in every generation. He explains that everything and everybody is there to assist the one man who knows and learns כל התורה כולה. you can choose whether you want to be the one who paves the streets for him, or be his talmidim who learn with/from him. Yeshivas are very close to the top Tachlis we all must support them or we are not part of Hashems world.
Have a wonderful Shabbos
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