@CS
“What the Rebbe wants of me
Tatte please tell me how my life I should lead”
You keep digging yourself deeper and deeper into a hole. Don’t you see the problem? HELLO? What the rebbe wants of me? What about what Hashem wants of me?
But it seems this is what you have been indoctrinated with since your earliest days so this seems normal to you. And that’s why you think everyone here questioning you and your hashkafos don’t want to know the truth, and are just “out to get you.”