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Thank you LU for that! <3 <3 <3

Wow that means a lot ~ THANK YOU!!! I just copied and pasted your words and sent them to myself in an email so I can have it on-file.

I honestly have felt the same way. When I was on my hiatus, there was something that really irked me that someone said to you. I don’t remember what it was now. So during therapy I explained to my therapist that I really wanted to go back on the CR to defend you. But at the same time there was a lot going on and I removed myself from the CR to focus on IRL stuff and let go of whateverness was happening in the CR. My therapist said that she understood but it didn’t seem like I had the time to be doing this right now? And alas. I did see you later say something and I was silently cheering! Then the conversation shifted focus or whatever I don’t remember. You never need to apologize to me! Seriously. I thank you. I literally pray for you and thank you in my prayers. Sorry that’s cheesy but it’s true.

Thank you. When things have come up here as of recently that felt like injustice calling, I contemplated my options. Sometimes just letting it pass does help.

About being back here. I think at the end of the day, posters are like family. They become like family. I don’t know about you but there are some family members that are triggersome for me. Whether the person completely misreads me IRL and/or says offensive things and I am left staring with an open jaw trying to figure out how someone can spit out such things and not even see their words as weapons, it helps to keep that person’s baggage loaded onto him or her. Because trying to help someone else carry baggage that they don’t consider baggage gets heavy.

I heart you! Remember anytime that you feel like you want to apologize to me, take care of you first <3 I know you’re good and send your blessings. Sending you blessings always too 🙂