Sorry i can’t help you on that one and i doubt that there is anyone on YWN that is qualified to help you with something like that. It’s probably deeply rooted in kabbalistic concepts and if anyone here where to explain it you should now that he is faking due to the fact that “SOD” one of the ?4? ways of explaining the torah should not be handled lightly and is reserved only for people who are on the spiritual level to know. So if someone actually explains it to you he probably doesn’t really understand what he is talking about