Yay glad that it’s healing thank G-d 🙂
….I kind of don’t want to talk about it please. I’m kind of embarrassed because I intentionally avoided at least one important-looking person that I really wanted to introduce myself to at the event. Instead I think I lingered awkwardly without engaging in the conversation so I wouldn’t have to deal with the handshake thingy.
Thankfully after the event was over and people were mingling, my hands were busy cleaning and packing up the stuff.
-That said. It’s a start. And b’esrat Hashem I will feel more assertive and confident in this respect.
Thank you btw! Talking about it helped me get it out. And… I’m really really glad that I talked to my manager about it because it turned out that it’s totally okay and we’ll practice how to go about it when we have time so I am better prepared.
I guess the good thing here is that I survived and went, and I opened a dialogue to learn how to better handle the situation so I can actually talk to clients instead of avoiding them.
Also… all this talk about asking a sheilah made me realize that this is something that I want to ask my LOR, and hopefully also LORebbetzin too 🙂