Understandable. Esp when your entire social group consists of those high school kids. Do you have friends from other activities or shul?
When I was in high school, people told me that the kids that bothered me in high school wouldn’t matter when I got older. It was so true! Some of them, I later learned, thought that I was pretty okay. They just were too insecure to say anything.
Yay computer class! That’s awesome. One thing is still a good thing 🙂
Focus on that, if you can. I know it’s hard to deal with other girls. Sending you love.