I absolutely did not mean that I know what Hashem is planning and I think it was pretty obvious in context (as DY pointed out). I didn’t even mean that there is no onesh in this world, which I also think was pretty obvious in context.
We cannot just take our hits as a pay-back for a deed done and leave it at that. We are obligated to take everything Hashem gives us and use it to serve Him. We can look for patterns and messages, but we should never consider it an open and shut deal, as in, “I did x, I got y, now let’s move on”