@shopping613: I have to say one thing-your teachers all know about these things no matter how frum and sheltered you think they are. Obviously they don’t discuss them during class or anything, but I’m sure they can help U. Also u r so normal tht u have these desires. This is how we were created it’s nothing to be ashamed of. U be the brave one and ask for help when u need it.
If ur teacher claims she doesn’t know you well, why don’t u open up to her more? Tell her what information she is lacking. Usualy a teacher won’t mind if u want to ask her a general question. You can always write them a note and put it in their box in school. I do that all the time bc its easier for me to write than talk sometimes. You can put a note in her box saying you have a close friend with this problem and shes coming to u for advice. That’s the last resort. Of course its better to admit it’s u, but if that’s too hard u can always use this tactic.
As for being put in the wrong class-everything happens for a reason. Sometimes that reason is hard to understand or we don’t even know the reason but im sure being in thatclass is going to help you and iit’s just for ur benefit. But yes I can imagine how difficult it must be when being in a different class seems so much better. What gr r u in btw?