Yekke:
I have no idea what those characters mean.
But no, I’ve not been cleared as yet (1 1/2 months later). Pain still here. No apology sent (OBVIOUSLY she knows my email, she had it virtually broadcast here for all, to maximize damage), no retraction from that allegation. So while it’s only an online thing, those terrible stinging and damaging words made a big dent. As I wrote somewhere else, I used to hang out here as my second home (ok, a bit too much), I’d give & get chizuk, pieces laden with feeling, comfort. To make a difference in someone’s else’s life, as well to brighten my own. A cute quip, a smile, a hearty laugh – SUNSHINE. It’s down to a shadow now, I doubt if I’d EVER be able to resume.
I’m aware there were some who were annoyed with my appearance before, I understand why they came to join the Halbanas Panim party, what I can’t understand is the rest of the people here, how they were so easily swayed.