JayMatt; Thanks for validating my feelings, (re: first post of yours.) I appreciate your concern.
moish; Thanks for “defending” me, I do still want to get married y’know (squeak, that was for you.) Seriously, moish, you do have a point. This was a “pot” that’s been boiling for a really long time and now it “boiled over.” Given the amount of time and heartache that already went into this issue, I honestly do think it’s normal for me to feel this way for a week or even longer (and I know I’m not the only one who’s still sad.) It just bothers me that I can’t accept what Hashem gave me or actually all of us who are in it. It’s too hard for me. ;(
mod39; Thank you! That really is very encouraging and I am trying, it’s just-I don’t know, maybe I’m just not seeing results fast enough? I’ll need to work on this.
ames and kapusta; Thanks for your concern!
areivim? no comment? WOW!!! What’s up with you?
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