I do not know if I can be fully observant — I tried to increase my level of observance in 1991–’92, winter 1996-’97, 2003 and now.
At least I should try to integrate as much as I can into a real or virtual Jewish community. That will probably help me keep a better level of observance.
What will happen to the semi–observant Jews? Will they have any share in the World to come?