I agree Wolf, you are most certainly headed there!
I was told that Gehenom is a round table, loaded with food, but everyone’s arms are too long to reach their mouth, so they just sit there and starve.
Gan Eden is the same thing, but each person feeds the person sitting opposite them, so they all enjoy the bounty.
But Eclipse really nailed it; a person can have gehenom or gan eden right here, right now. And those choices? Boy are they the truth!