Vogue: If anything, I am the one among my friends that needs professional help…
That is really impressive, that you can recognize that, and it is clear from your posting that you have a lot of potential to accomplish much in life if you deal with your issues now, while you are still young.
Everyone can benefit from talking to someone about their problems, and I think you in particular have a lot to gain from going to therapy. Are there good frum psychologists where you live?