OK. So let me, in my humblekite, respond to one of the important issues of the day.
No. There is no such thing as learning Kabalah off the bat or off the internet. Or a Goy learning it. Or one who has not properly prepared himself for it. There are no shortcuts. And the ones doing it are TOTALLY fooling themselves and everyone else. They get a sniff here and there of a few terms and phrases, jumble them around (recklessly and randomly) and think they’ve mastered the thing.
No my boy. Not by any chance. These studies have a big, big preface to be able to start. They have to be studied in a setting of utmost Kedushah and Taharah.
End of story.